It started with very small things. “You laugh too loud, it makes me feel ashamed”, “I think you should do it like this”, “Why did you do this again, I told you that I don’t like it”. At this point in time I should have packed my stuff and should have left – but I didn’t. I tried to accomplish a mission. The mission to please someone who never Continue reading Defeating the feeling of not being good enough
It was quiet the last weeks. Very quiet.
People who are busy in the spiritual field also have bad days. Not everything is wonderful and colorful – but right in those dark moments lies the biggest potential for awesome growth. It is that moment when you are on your knees, crying out all that emotional pain and letting yourself drown in all those feelings.
I was at this point during the last weeks. I managed to do my daily tasks. I managed to go to work and do the stuff that needed to be done. But as soon as I sat down after all daily things were finished.. that flood of thoughts, emotiones, feelings made me drown completely.
I do know that everything happens indeed for a reason and of course I know that everything around me is a huge mirror Continue reading Finding the right people at the right time